You know you fight, and you fight for this family, but the truth is, they don’t need you, not like you need them. Sam, he’s clearly John’s favorite. Even when they fight its more concern than he’s ever shown you.
"But that’s all part of your M.O. isn’t it? Mask the pain, mask the truth."
Four dreams in a row, four dreams in a row, four dreams in a row,
fall down right there. I wanted to fall down right there but I knew
you wouldn’t catch me because you’re dead. I swallowed crushed ice
pretending it was glass and you’re dead. Ashes to ashes.